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[RC] Rapunzaal & BayMar - Tom Sites

When i read on RC that Rapunzaal had coliced and died at 27 years and 8 weeks, i knew it was Tomy-Time again.  BayMar coliced and died at 27 years and 16 weeks at the very same time.  Its really hard to watch one you Love, suffer and die, and at times thats a Blessing from the pain.
 
I was sad and in a state of morbidity seeing his lifeless body that carried me for so many years,  For 30 years i've had horses here and because Gabriel is at the trainers its an errie guietness that something is missing in my life.  Gabriel will be coming home in a few weeks and he'll be the Man and not an understudy and i know he too will feel our loss.  Life goes on and it does get better but it doesn't ever make it any easier.
 
My first thought was Poetry that haunts me still:

A Dove circles my Grief
Like a Gypsies Soul that cries for Peace
Tears Melt Suns and Flowers Grow
and Nobody Owns them.
 
and then a nice note came to me that sounds more refreshing....
 
Somewhere in Times own space
There must be some sweet pastured place
Where creeks move on and tall trees grow
Some Paradise where horses go,
For the Love that guides my pen
I Know great Horses Live Again. 
 
by Stanley Harrison
 
and i got a nice card from my friend Jeannie Waldron who said....
 
'Just Please start riding and find another Friend"
 
Gabriel will be coming home soon, and my Friend and i will be riding again.  tom sites