my very dear friend passed a way suddenly
yesterday. I found out today. He came down with a lung infection and it went to
his heart. 39yrs old. He was the closest thing that non catholics have to
godparents to all 3 of my kids. He was married shortly after
thanksgiving, His new wife had children already and he was
a grandpa for christmas. My children are devistated. Their
Teddy (edward) Bear is gone. He was my swing chior partner in
highschool and we have been friends ever since. If he had a manager, he
would have been a world class baritone instead of running the sound board at his
local church. I do not exagerate. But he only sung for special occations, like
my wedding, my kids baptisms. He was a councilor at a baptist childrens
home instead of the career he could have had singing. He always wanted kids of
his own but couldn't have them. I will never hear him sing again. And
I am sick of being strong for my kids and I am going to go get in the shower and
turn some music up and cry until I can stand up strait and hold my 10yr old
while she cries again tomorrow. The big rat. We were
supposed to go to the movies together next time I was in town and he just up and
dies. I am not dealing very well. I will be ok. Im going to go
cry now.
