encouranging words

["robert and carla lawson" <robandcarla@hotmail.com>]

thanks for the words of wisdom and sharing the bad accidents. I have an 
experienced horse.. it wasn't the horse it was the rider. Unfortunately 
everyone thinks it was her fault. I have to remind everyone when they ask 
about my popular Battle scar that is right in the middle of my forehead. It 
is a reminder EVERY time I look in the mirror that the Good Lord above 
watched over me. Yeah I have been back on. I have lead trail before since 
then. I have ridden in the dark.. I do mean dark too no moon few stars. Yeah 
little small steps...I just hate the damn set back it has caused for me. Not 
just finacially but mentally and physically as well. I still have to crawl 
into my truck. At least I am driving it again. And I am so sick and tired of 
waking up stiffer than a four day old corpse in Antartica. Sorry if I kick 
and scream here....DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!!I have reached a point of frustration 
and I am not sure how to get back on and continue sometimes. I feel like 
only a ploddy little walk is to slow for me. but if I went faster I will end 
up getting hurt again. You know all of you have been wonderful from loosing 
Baru in November to all this mess. You all have encouraged me through the 
rough and rejoiced the small steps. Let me vent, rant rave and even joke. 
Thanks again you all. You all are a wonderful group of friends... may your 
dream trails  be found, your horses heart rate be 55 at the vet check and 
you get all a's!
Carla (hitting the trail on Sunday)
Ansata (I swear it wasn't my fault!)
Haley (I saw you dump her!)
Rob *looking at blow up body suit for wife to wear so she will bounce*
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